February 4th, 2006
Ever wonder how much of a control freak you really are? I have developed a new formula for finding out: Count how much time it takes between receiving essential information you’ve been waiting for and when you come down with a mysterious stress-related illness.
In my case, I collapsed in under 24 hours… Coincidence? I think not.
As hard as I try to pretend that I’m strong, my true weakness always finds a way out, and usually through my physical condition. Everybody has a weak spot, and that’s been mine. Asthma, allergies, you name it… It’s all just pain pushing its way to the surface.
When it comes to the course of my life, I am so committed to nailing down every detail. I believe far too much in the power of self-disicpline. I strive too hard to fill in the blanks. I hate waiting, and I hate leaving anything to chance… I find it almost entirely impossible to just be.
Entry Filed under: The Black Hole
6 Comments Add your own
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MissMeliss | February 4th, 2006 at 11:35 pm
The limbo-ness of waiting for information is a malady unto itself. I completely sympathise.
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Peregrine | February 5th, 2006 at 9:59 pm
As Princess Leia said in Star Wars, “The more you tighten your grip… the more star systems will slip through your fingers.”
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The Bombshell | February 5th, 2006 at 10:19 pm
I know I’m evil, but I’m no Governor Tarkin!
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Boudica, Baby | February 7th, 2006 at 5:56 pm
Aww love, hope you get better soon, or at least find out what the bloody thing is. I HATE the not knowing! Love, xxB
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soapbox.SUPERSTAR | February 14th, 2006 at 6:29 am
You collapsed? That does not sound good.
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Cappy | February 15th, 2006 at 3:40 pm
Wow, you suck!
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