Atomic Bombshell


Endless Love

November 13th, 2010

Baby boy is the only person in our house who’s had enough free time to sit in front of a laptop recently, so I apologize for the big delays in updating. However, I have a hunch that the rest of you are just as busy as we are preparing for the holidays (which for me also involves group projects and gearing up for final exams) and aren’t begging to see your feed reader clogged with unread items.

Speaking of that little cutie, he had a bit of a runny nose on Wednesday which cleared up the same day, and I didn’t think much of it. That is, until Friday when I came down with a full-blown cold. Figures! Ah, the compromised immune system of a pregnant woman. At least I’m on the downhill side now – starting my third trimester. Get ready to meet our baby girl soon!

Read on for Day 15 of 30 Days of Truth
Someone I Couldn’t Live Without

Well, this one is pretty easy, and you have no doubt guessed the obvious answer already: I couldn’t live without My Ninja! But allow me to elaborate.

Although I don’t think I would die without him, I wouldn’t describe the existence I had before him as “living” (more like survival) so I can only assume losing him at this point would be rather devastating. You can’t miss what you’ve never had, but to lose something you know is irreplaceable – that’s a whole new kind of pain, and one I hope none of us experience.

My Ninja made an irritating observation once while we were dating. He informed me that nobody had ever truly loved me. My whole life I’d just chalked it up to “different people have different ways of showing love” even though nobody ever cared about me in a way that felt anything like real love to me. Turns out My Ninja was right, as usual.

Now that I know what it’s like to be really loved, getting to spend life arm in arm with my best friend ever, building a little family together, I just can’t imagine life any other way. Who would want anything less? I’m pretty spoiled now, and in the best possible way, and I just don’t know how I would adjust if I had to go back to that old, cold, lonely way of life.

So, if you’re listening baby, let’s take good care of you because I don’t want to live a single day without you by my side.

Entry Filed under: Atomic Bombshell,My Other Half

3 Comments

  • 1. soapbox.SUPERSTAR  |  November 15th, 2010 at 7:17 am

    Jordan is a great guy… and you are a lucky gal!

  • 2. shelly  |  November 15th, 2010 at 4:53 pm

    Ditto what Misty said. I just shed a little tear.

  • 3. Friglet  |  December 12th, 2010 at 3:00 pm

    That is the sweetest post ever.



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